If you do not want to hear me complain then I would suggest you back away slowly

So I am here to complain. Not that I have a lot to complain about, but with the emotional upheaval my hormones have been putting me through the last couple of days I have to complain. You see I have a brain that is very imaginative and very stubborn about letting things go. Like my most embarrassing moments. That was what got me crying just before I arrived at Raven's house yesterday. Today, I don't really know what made me start. I was watching TV and they had a show on HGTV about a house they gave away. And I had that horrible yearning and heartsickness that comes from still renting a house and not actually owning one. My mind refuses to shut off the possibilities of what could be if I owned my own house. Especially with the new baby on the way. I want to decorate and renovate and all the other fun things that come with owning a house. Of course all the bad things, such as flooded basements or new furnaces I really don't like to look forward to, but hey they are part of the parcel.

Still on the other home front Bear was fine after having thrown up multiple times last night(and announcing each one to Daddy and me) so I am sure he will be going to school tomorrow. He is currently sound asleep in his own bed at the moment and did not have a fever or any of the other symptoms at bedtime. Unfortunately I believe he has passed on whatever bug he had to me. I have a raging headache (unless this is the same one from all of last week), my throat is awfully sore and my bones ache. I have said it before and I will say it again; I really HATE being sick!

Okay positive reinforcement time, cause I need to cheer up.

1. I did the dishes. (Believe me this was a stretch for me today with my sore shoulders)
2. I got myself supper and ate it despite not wanting to expend energy in that direction. I had to make my baby happy you know. I made perogies fried with onions. Mmm mmm.
3. I spent quality time with my husband tonight.
4. I cuddled and put my kids to bed.
5. I tried to go to bed early and blogged about my day instead.

So all in all I didn't have too bad of a day. It's just the nights I seem to have a problem with. Sigh. Okay complaining done! I am going to see if I can hit a fabric store some time in the near future. I heard they are having a good sale on right now (Thanks Raven) and thinking about cloaks always makes me happy. Especially when I finally complete them! Hmmm!